an amazing day

Yesterday I experienced the most amazing thing up to this point in my life. As I laid on a table with something stuck in me (apparently I have a "tilted uterus" and the belly ultrasound wouldn't work), anyway back to my story, I lay there as this wonderful woman showed Doug and I our little "gummy bear" on the screen and let us listen to his/her heartbeat. I heard Doug whisper "Yes" and I thought, "My thoughts exactly!". Yes. This is what we've been living for and this wonderful moment is what got me to this point in my life without giving up :). I do have to say I'm a little scared. If we can feel so much for a fuzzy little blob on a screen, what in the world will happen when we actually hold our baby? Will our hearts just explode?